Friday, August 27, 2010




So; just to let you know. I'm okay and doing well after revealing one of my worst secrets. I feel a sense of release. I know that shedding light on a subject, and some examination is always good.

Does keeping that secret make one suseptible to certain calamities and afflictions?

I was cohearsed that revealing this truth would result in the death of loved ones or myself. Classic abuser mentality.

I am taking charge of my future. He will not continue to keep me silent. I'm no longer willing to let him keep me in the shadows. I thought that my anger and disgust towards him would subside if he was to ever pass; but I just felt like I had picked off the scab.

Time to allow the wound to close again.

I have no intention of letting him win again.

Ever.

4 comments:

Lisa said...

It sounds like you've turned a corner. That's excellent.

Saoirse in Spokane said...

Good for you Vikki! We are all here if you ever need anyone. You know that! By saying the words you give him no power.

Glad you are doing well. Enjoy your weekend!

Saoirse in Spokane said...

I wish you could have been here a few weekends ago. That had a Hatch Chile Roast at the local Mexican Grocery/Deli. I am searching for cans of New Mexico red sauce. I swear there is no taste in the world like it! Happy Sunday, Vikki. Cooking anything fun?

Linda

Steve said...

of course my taplop decides to not have a connection after my last comment
sorry if this is repeated.
this post and the one below it took a lot of bravery.
i have no advice but will say you know where we are and we will be there for you
just like you have been for us